愧对

愧对	kuì duì	to be ashamed to face (sb) / to feel bad about having failed (sb)
愧	kuì	old variant of 愧
愧	kuì	ashamed
对	duì	right; correct / towards; at; for / concerning; regarding / to treat (sb a certain way) / to face / (bound form) opposite; facing; matching / to match together; to adjust / to fit; to suit / to answer; to reply / to add; to pour in (a fluid) / to check; to compare / classifier: couple; pair