自 |
zì zhǎo | to suffer as a consequence of one's own actions / you asked for it / to bring it on oneself (sth unpleasant) |
自 |
zì | (bound form) self; oneself / from; since / naturally; as a matter of course |
找 |
zhǎo | to try to find / to look for / to call on sb / to find / to seek / to return / to give change |